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went out with class clique yesterday after our last ut! awesome. except for the night part. lol. we went ecp for roller blading. awesome. i finally know how to roller blade. and im independent! :) then we went to bugis for pool and top one till the morning. awesome is one word to describe. :) i just love tonning out!

i feel bad. why oh why. okay. met laura and sherlyn in the morning for kfc breakfast. thanks for listening to me pour my troubles. i love you guys for willing to be there for me. history seems to be repeating, when something similar happened in secondary, yam and guys also was willing to be there for me. and im surprised that i went for supper with my class guys. and one happens to be laura's boyf. omg. i feel damn bad. please laura, dont get mad at me!!! :( i know you're having a bad time with your mum for the top that we bought you. i feel bad already! forgive me please. :(

i think everybody knows im being a bitch for leaving my good friend in a lurch for fyp. this feeling really sucks. i cant wait to graduate and leave this misery. maybe im not even fit to be called your friend.

troubled. troubled over lots of things! this sucks. nobody likes this.

guess im the only one blogging in my circles of friends. i really really need someone to talk to. but no one seems to really care. guess this is my only place to rant my nonsense?

because of fyp, i've been feeling so nasty and terrible all this while until i coincidently met yp in the lift and he told me everything about leaving you alone and joining my classmates for fyp and is some 'good' friend i m to you. this time i really need to shout out! like i know its too late to say anything. but just call me selfish or anything. i worry for you as much as i worry for myself. i've been helping you find an fyp team. i volunteered to backout to join my other classmates' team, so you can join the team that im currently in. but you didnt want. you said you needed to find people with iep. fine. this i couldnt help you. i dont know who's doing iep, and is it really a must for you to find people with iep? im now still helping you find a team. but you stated in fb, that you didnt have a true friend in rp. im sorry. for not being able to be a true friend to you. i tried helping. but cant you just be in my position and understand how i feel? maybe, if i were you. i would also be feel the same way. so i dont know what to say but i'm really sorry.
i wont blame you if you choose to live our separate lives without each other if you badly need to. but im gonna miss a very good friend l've met since i entered rp and i really want to let you know that i treasure our friendship more than anyone else. and im really glad for knowing you. and i never have thought that i'll feel the 'distance' between you and me. but i do now. exactly awhile ago i already felt that, just that you assured me that we will not have any changes. im sorry. since you're not able to understand how i feel. and now, i seriously feel that my classmates are much better to hang around with. compared to following you guys like im a ghost. maybe all problems lies with me. i just dont speak up. i've been badly trying to change this bad habit. but i just cant. why cant i be me? i need a true friend too. but i really enjoyed the days spent with you guys. but you guys are just far too close to let me break the invisible wall between us.

birthday spent with wonderful people! :)

23/12/10

with co peeps! hee~ came over to my house for steamboat! :D

27/12/10

with MC peeps!had our christmas party! :) new boss. things are starting to change. i may lose my job. :( but i had a great time! :)

awesome people who celebrated my birthday

29/12/10

year2sem2 classmates! spent the night with them. had dinner at Shabu Shabu, then pool at cine, then 7hours of kbox, then mac breakfast! awesome!

there were 5 more people not in picture.

cake for MRS KWON! YEAHHSS!!

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totally had an awesome time with everybody! and also had christmas party at huiying's house! on 24/12/10 awesome too! HAHA!

had lots of wonderful presents! although i just gave a super small present but hope you all guys like it! :)

THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS! I NEVER REGRET KNOWING YOU GUYS! :D

never judge a book by its cover.

new sem has just began. new class. new classmates. new modules. and im forever not coping well with all these. i know this girl in my class who seems to have like a wonderful life. with tons of friends surrounding her. but. i dont know. she just seem like a negative person inside. which makes me think alot. like if i say im like you? i dont know. and i know i shouldnt be bothered by all this stuff when i have my studies to worry about. but this is people nowadays where they keep worrying about unnecessary stuffs. why? im tired of all this. i just need 1 friend who can always be by my side. and thats all. is it too much? what you say is true. so what if you have tons of friends with you. they end up having their own bestfriend in the group and leaving you alone. im saying you guys are leaving me alone but i have things that i need to share with close friends. not with a whole group of friends. and do you even bother to listen to my story. i feel lost. i kinda dont know what typing. im just trashing everything i need to say out. if you know im talking about you. please dont comment. or ask me anything. because i know you will and i just need the friend, and i know you're not.

Go Away notice the guy 'acting' with CL holding the red cup, splashed shiny bits by CL (kwon young don) notice dancer with DARA, gold curly hair (kwon wan shik) they are TWINS!! ans both super cute!! :D:D:D:D

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kwon twins!

omg!! lucifer album is so addictive!